We ought never be discouraged by the fact that some parts of the Bible are difficult to understand. There are multiple reasons why this is so, including context and God’s infinite nature. Faith is what God gives us to bridge such chasms.
We don’t want to have a “sterile” relationship with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. We want a very personal one. Remember, that is what He wants also. Hasn’t He proven this to us???